out of vanguard

With Vanguard behind me and a BA under my belt, I look toward the future with both optimism and vigilance. Applying to graduate school as well as staying afloat through the spring is weighing heavily on my mind and I question the decision to stay in Costa Mesa rather than simply move back up north. The economic savings alone could make such a move practical, however I fear that my emotional well-being would not be addressed appropriately if such a relocation were to take place. I require my familiar social surroundings, knowing all too well that the space in which I have been living within for the past three and a half years still exists, I would be unable to rip myself from interacting with my recent companions in this stage of life. So from this moment in thought I know my current trajectory into the future of my continuing life is correct and true to what is best for me as an individual as a social being. I pray that I flourish as a human in the months to come as I begin the rest of my life. For now, the escape of reading has engrossed my time to allow me to diverge from reality to another plain of existence created for me. Oh how I treasure imagination...